Today was the first frequency outing of the year.  I know, it took awhile for us to get something together. But it was probably the most fund I’ve had with the group all year.

Don’t get me wrong, singing and rehearsing with these 14 great guys is fun, but still feels like work sometimes.  It was nice to kickback and have some fun outside, running around, making fun of each other and our moms and sisters (you assholes) while playing some ultimate frisbee.  We played frisbee for a good hour, and I think all of us had a great time and also realized how out of shape we are. It’s something I hope we continue - even if its something less physical next time.

Other than that the weekend went pretty smoothly - worked on my embryology paper on saturday through this morning and now I’m prepping my lab for tomorrow’s lab period.  It’s nice to know that midterms are done.  But this week I’m going to get cracking on studying for finals.  Need A’s.  Really. Need. A’s.

I’ve also been kinda freaking out today about the future.  In about a year I’ll be going into the real world.  Is it going to be med school or working? Is it going to be a fun time in antartica (yes, I wanna go lol)? Am I going to be in San Diego, up in the bay area, or some place entire different? Will I be happy where I am?

At times I think all of us get these kind of freak outs - but I usually don’t get them very often.  And this one is probably the biggest one I’ve had since high school.  Thankfully I know this that I’m on the right track - that doing this kind of work with science and medicine is something I enjoy doing and can see myself doing for the rest of my life. I also keep telling myself I’m ready for anything that comes my way, and I’ll roll with the punches if med school doesn’t work out, or whatever else could possibly happen.  But part of me isn’t completely confident in my abilities.  I guess to get even more confusing part of me isn’t really ready to be ready.  I wat to stay the way I am, where I’m at now for as long as I can.  It’s comfortable, it’s fun, it’s home.  But I guess I really do need to grow up and broaden my horizons don’t I? I’m so lame.

Congratulations to Class of 2010 at Tino.  You guys did a great job with winning this dell superprom thing - i hope for the best for all of you and look forward to seeing that confirmation on March 8.

Back to my lab - and I’ll prolly post again later when natalie tells me how to make an about me LOL.